November 07, 2012

:: I MISS YOU ::

As - Salam Peeps..  =(

Have you heard the phrase 'tidur tak lena mandi tak basah makan tak kenyang'? well..eventually i experienced this for this past week..not the part about the bath though..

Have you ever wondered why sometimes your relationships sucks? no matter how hard you try..its just seem like somethings wrong..am i trying too hard? or i'm just damn stupid for not realizing anything?
This past week has been a disaster week for me..my concentration are divert away..i cant seem to get a proper sleep..didn't feel like eating..didn't feel like to enjoy much..all i do was thinking of him..i miss him damn so much..even my friends says that 'whats wrong with you?' and says that it was shown all over your face gurl..how can i hide my emotion? even i put a fake smile, pretend that i'm happy..its still damn hurt inside..

Every night, every time i think of him..my heart ache..its crying inside and eventually i cried too..i cried like EVERY SINGLE DAY.. i know i shouldn't be this way..i know..its pathetic..but i dont know what else to do..are we still together? have i done something so bad? if i do i think i've already apologizing..but why you still doing this to me? why did u torture me so much..do you even care? do u even miss me?

somehow..i got the feelings of why some people do suicide because of love..i said this because i felt it now..yup..no kidding..all the pills, all the sharp things you can imagine seems sooooo tempting for you to use..you even feel like drive your car 200km/h and then crash yourself hoping that you will get into an accident and see if he care..or maybe lost memory..pfft..i know..how stupid is that? but yet that's what i feel now..and what make it worse..no explaination..i know im not in the place to complain but..its hurt deep inside when you dont have any explaination..people who isn't in your shoes will never know how you feel..

why do u need to be selfish and only think about your feeling without taking into consideration about mine? am i not important to u? why u need to take such drastic way..don't u even remember how i accompany u, patiently putting up with your attitudes when u feel exactly like i did now because of your past? why your ego is soo high? i wondered do u really love me? or u just playing with me? if u dont tell me the truth how am i suppose to know?? if you have something to tell me..pleasee..i'm begging you..tell me..how am i suppose to know if u don't tell me anything? do you think i'm a psychic who can read minds? that's bullshit! but thinking back i do seem overly - attached to him..so it was eventually my fault that he make me like this..

well dear YOU..if u are reading this..my feeling not yet change..its still the same..don't ask me why i also dont know..maybe i forced u to much..i'll step back for a while..giving u time and space wishing that u might change ur mind..i'll wait as long as this little heart can stand..i miss you..i really do.. :'(

September 25, 2012

:: 23 Male Single ::

As - Salam peeps =3

Today's entry is about Jang Woyoung single's..Yup! One of the cutest member in 2PM..hehe..but still my most fav is JUNHO!! They said this single is to show his sexiest yet manly side of him *if im not mistaken* although i didn't really listen to the whole album but still my fav song is 'Be With You'..the first time I listen to this song i have completely fallen in love with it! and yes our woyoungi has sing it very well and its match it song concept too..and and guess what? the song was composed by JUNHO!! hee..this is his 3rd *maybe?* song that he composed himself *if im wrong please forgive me*..hehe..and the rest was not bad..still can attract my heart..let me give u the view of the album..=)


album cover

23, Male, Single

1. 2NITE
2. Sexy Lady
3. DJ GOT ME GOIN` CRAZY (Feat. Jun. K)
4. Be With You
5. Falling Down
6. 시작도 없던 것처럼[like there was no beginning]
7. Only Girl

Release Date: 2012.07.08


video 
Be with you... =)

Hope you enjoy listening..;)

p/s : The pic and the video here is own by it respective owner. I do not own any of the information related.
        credit to the owner =) 

September 19, 2012

:: Inspiring Quote ::

Salam peeps..=)

Recently i just finished watching "Atashinchi no Danshi", a japanese drama..it was my second or third time watching it i guess *can't quite remember* but it was an interesting stories..i love it!

Its about a family called 'Ohkura family'..the stories quite complicated but easy to understand..but i cant really explain it here because it has too much twist..hahaha..but this story taught so many values especially for family..even you are not really blood-related it doesn't mean you cant act as a family..

there are a lot of inspiring quote in this drama but the one that hit me most at this time is this:

"pretending you know someone else and not saying anything is much worse"

i've got quite a lot of drama happening in my life throughout my friendship-hood..starting at my secondary school life until my university life..actually i'm not a negative person..i always been a positive person..never really care about others that might not like me as long as im with my bestfriend which is also the crazy type like me..i dont really like to be alone..never let me be lonely as i tend to feel paranoid with my surroundings and feel like everybody talk abt me..thats how important a friend to me*well certain friend of course which the same crazy type as me :D*

so this sentence have a deep meaning *depends on how u see it*..for example in term of friends or people..we tend to think like 'oh, she's usually like that' , 'she like to be alone', 'he have an angry face must be a samseng' and so on *this is some of the example which i usually heard* but we didn't really know her/him very well..just because we always see people with the same criteria so we assume he/she was the same..but then i thought that this kind of thinking is wrong *thats why first impression is also important*..however people tend to misunderstand others..some of people like to hide their trueself and shows others/public what they want to show or what people expect her to be..for example the person look so neat or maybe nerdy, and innocent so ppl will assume that the person was like ____ & ____ *just fill the blanks with your own opinion* but in reality the person was so hilarious and crazy *get what i mean?*

so when we saw people like a bit easy going for example like to hangout with guys/girls, like to go out at night partying and others..we assume that the person was wild or any term u called it..but sometime they are just that..nothing more nothing less or any negativity.. another example..when they are new student in class and he/she like just keep quiet and sit alone with no expression or sign want to know each other..we assume he/she is arrogant la, scary la and stuff but who knows mybe she just shy or doesn't know how to express themself and they want we to make the first step*this is just a general and normal example*..if there's something wrong or you think they shouldnt do that or this..talk to them maybe they didnt meant or realize what they do is wrong..dont assume..assumption is the major thing that can lead to misunderstanding...

im not really good in explaining my point or my opinion but i hope u guys get what im trying to say here..dont make judgement abt people soo fast without getting know with them a lil closer..take the first step..if he/she didn't want to accept it or reject our kindness then dont spread rumors or bad things abt them..just let it be and move on..

p/s : this is as a reminder for me too since lately i like to think bad abt people and its not good..very not good..(-_-) so im trying to improve myself to be a better person and not think bad to others and just be kind to all..(^-^)

September 18, 2012

:: Beware of Hackers ::

Salam peeps..=3

hehe..lately i frequently update my blog..since i know that i will be a bit busy after this..heh heh heh..
well my topic today is HACKERS...well not really much to say just want to share my experience being hack..but it was just some amateur i guess*plus its was my fault also =.="*

well as u know im only on9 using my own lappy and as usual i will always tick the box where it say ''always stay logged in or so"..and then one day i forgot to pay my broadband and it was cut off so i have to use public wifi*which at that time i use starbucks wifi*..and so i keep on on9 from morning until evening*owh..i was at my mom's cafe at that time* and when we pack to go back home i forgot to sign out *which is my fb* and just shut down my lappy..well i never have thought that ppl are interested to hack or see my fb or wat...

by the time i got home..i switched back on my lappy and BAM! there's a status post by the 'hacker'..i dont quite remember but yeah he did..and so my fren chat with me asking me all that when suddenly he interupt our conversation and well yeah he was online on that time also using my FB account! oh gosh.. so i got a lil chat with him asking him to stop and forget about my fb..the thing that is absurd was he confess his feeling towards me while i dont even know who the hell is he..=.=" scary huh..he said he knows me but i dont know him..*euwwww..stalker!* and after a long talk with him and stuff he finally said that he's sorry and will not disturb me again..of course after that i change my email and pass and all stuff..

well he told me that the reason i got hacked was just simply because i didnt sign out properly from using the public wifi..well it does make sense since it was unprotected wifi..huhu..so hope u guys be careful since all ur pics are there*in social networks of course* dont do the same mistake with me..

and here are some cuts i got from my fren about their little chat..its a long story ago by the way just rememberred and feel to post it today *since i was such a lazy person back then to updated my blog...hahaha XD*

September 15, 2012

:: Start of a New Semester + Real Bachelor Journey ::

Salam Peeps.. =3

Its a whole brand new of a semester..looking at the title..what do i mean by "REAL Bachelor Journey"..well as some of u might not know it, for my course *which is accountancy* in diploma we only got 6 semester and when u want to pursue to bachelor you will enter in the fourth semester *which is where i'm in now*.. for us is not really easy to making it into bachelor in accountancy from diploma since some of the uni required cgpa 3.5 and above to qualify..lucky me my uni offer a 'penerapan' system where i can jump to bachelor when im finishing my 3rd semester in diploma *with a good result of course*..

So for the last two semester its just learning back things in diploma where i didnt manage to take as i have jump one level up right..and trust me it wasnt easy..as they combine all the subject in this 2 semester *subject for 3 semester only learnt in 2semester* especially financial accounting subject..where the topic should be learn in 3 semester we only learn it in 1 semester *can guess how hard it is?*

And now here i am on the fourth semester..and here we are with the new student coming in and guess what? this semester we got 54 students!! O.O! of course there will be split into 2 groups*there's no way i can learn in a class that have way to many students..=.=*..its good to make new friends but sometimes we just love the way its already are since we are already familiarize with the atmosphere and surrounding but im sure it will be just fine along the way..but seriously this sem is all about FACT and THEORY but thank GOD all the lecturer are awesome!

And so, i hope this semester i can do much more better *as my pointer seems to be declining*..guess there is a lot of works to do..there's no turning back now..Ganbatte ne nadia chan! >.<

September 08, 2012

:: Acne Tips for Health ::


As - Salam peeps.. =3 

Hari nie nak share psl acne..sbg info tambahan dan panduan pemakanan..=)


 
1 & 2: Digestive System — Eat less processed or junk food, reduce the amount of fat in your diet, step up water intake and opt for cooling things like cucumbers.

3: Liver — Cut out the alcohol, greasy food and dairy. This is the zone where food allergies also show up first, so take a look at your ingredients. Besides all this, do 30 minutes of light exercise every day and get adequate sleep so your liver can rest.

4 & 5: Kidneys — Anything around the eyes (including dark circles) point to dehydration. Drink up!

6: Heart — Check your blood pressure (mine was slightly high) and Vitamin B levels. Decrease the intake of spicy or pungent food, cut down on meat and get more fresh air. Besides this, look into ways to lower cholesterol, like replacing “bad fats” with “good fats” such as Omegas 3 and 6 found in nuts, avocados, fish and flax seed. Also, since this area is chock-full of dilated pores, check that your makeup is not past its expiry date or is skin-clogging.

7 & 8: Kidneys — Again, drink up! And cut down on aerated drinks, coffee and alcohol as these will cause further dehydration.

Zone 9 & 10: Respiratory system — Do you smoke? Have allergies? This is your problem area for both. If neither of these is the issue, don’t let your body overheat, eat more cooling foods, cut down on sugar and get more fresh air. Also keep the body more alkaline by avoiding foods that make the body acidic (meat, dairy, alcohol, caffeine, sugar) and adding more alkalizing foods like green veggies and wheatgrass juice. Another thing that most of forget – dirty cell phones and pillow cases are two of the top acne culprits and this area is what they affect the most!

Zone 11 & 12: Hormones — This is the signature zone for stress and hormonal changes. And while both are sometimes unavoidable, you can decrease their effect by getting adequate sleep, drinking enough water, eating leafy veggies and keeping skin scrupulously clean. Another interesting point: breakouts in this area indicate when you are ovulating (and on which side).

Zone 13: StomachStep up the fibre intake, reduce the toxin overload and drink herbal teas to help with digestion.

14: Illness — Zits here can be a sign that your body is fighting bacteria to avoid illness. Give it a break, take a yoga class, take a nap, take time to breathe deeply, drink plenty of water and know that everything always works out!

So the next time you break out or notice dark under-eye circles, look to your face map: your skin is probably trying to communicate on behalf of the internal organs. However, do remember that, as with all medical issues, it is always best to see your doctor or dermotologist for a proper prognosis. This is just a general guide to head you off in the right investigative direction – just becuase you break out between the brows doesn’t always mean you have a bad liver!

p/s : Credit to the respective owner of the article.

September 06, 2012

::Dambaan Hati ::

As - Salam peeps =3

Pertemuan kita bagaikan sekeping kertas putih,
Untuk kita lakarkan memori - memori indah,
Memori yang akan tersemat di jiwa,
Mengiringi jalan menuju ke arah bahagia.

Senyum mu menghiasi hidup ku,
Bicara mu menghiburkan hati ku,
Peribadimu menawan hati ku,
Kehadiranmu melengkapkan diri ku.

Saat perkenalan dengannya,
Hidup ku mulai berubah,
Pabila bersua aku menjadi diri ku sendiri,
Tidak perlu lagi berpura,
Bersembunyi di balik topeng bermadah,
Yang hanya menipu diri.

Hanya satu yg ku pinta,
Kau kekal setia menemani,
 Membimbing hidup bersama,
Wahai jejaka dambaan hati Ahmad Fikry.

my sketches of u :p
you will always in my heart <3



















p/s : Happy Birthday Dear :: May ALLAH Bless You Always :: May You Succeed And Achieve What You Want Throughout This Life =3 

August 31, 2012

:: End Of Holiday ::

As - Salam..

Sedar tak sedar dah nk dekat 2 bulan dh cuti..and the holiday will end in no time..haha..i will go back to Kuching next week..start jak sem yang akan dtg nie..cabaran aku as a degree student is now begin..*sem 2 & 3 before nie mcm preparation jak sbb lebih kurg sma dgn subjek di diploma*

Mmg lumrah la student nie kan..last minute baru mw buat smua urusan yg kunun plan mo buat awl2 cuti..ahaha *aku la tue* bila tgk2 blk..bynk plak lg yg aku mw buat..huhu..pemalas btul nadia nie tau..aiyaa..
skrg nie plak aku tgh buat preparation for sem 4 nie..nda bulih sdh men2..

Antara checklist yg aku perlu buat :

#1 baju2 yg perlu dibawa
#2 keperluan2 yg diperlukan
#3 past year question kna print awal2..
#4 ...........

Rasanya itu jak la kali..ahahaha..apa2 pun aku harap siap la sgala urusan aku di umah nie before aku berangkat balik nie..heee.. ;)

:: Happy Eid Mubarak 2012 ::

As - Salam =)

Rasa - rasanya masih ada suasana aidilifitri lagi kan so masih blum terlambat untuk mengucapkan SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI kepada semua yang menyambutnya..moga aidilfitri tahun ini lebih bermakna..=)

me and my family first day raya..^-^

August 07, 2012

:: Home - Made Maxi Skirts ::

As - Salam peeps..

Yesterday just got a msg from my besties saying that my order has finished! woohoo ;)
hehe..and here is my new skirts..will get it tomorrow while hanging out with her..and yeah of course it was made by her..=)

credited : miss eyka blog


and yeah i got it with a cheaper price..well sometimes the one at the shops don't really attract me and i always think not twice but many time and its really hard to decide plus its really expensive *major factor* so if any of u guys interested you can place your order HERE. Don't worry..its affordable..=)

August 06, 2012

:: a SLUMP semester ::

As - Salam peeps..

Tanggal 3 August telah menjadi salah satu tarikh sejarah utk para budak bachelor di uitm.. nak tahu knp?
yup..sbb the time has come again..RESULT time!!!
dan seperti yg aku jangkakan mmg result aku menurun habis..tp kira msh okey la maintain 3 pointer..
ALHAMDULILLAH.. so far teda repeat *wlupun aku mmg takut sgt paper financial account aku yg hangkang hari tue* tp pass jugak syukur..so lepas nie kena serius balik nie..nda boleh sudah main2..huhu..subjek makin mencabar..

so lepas nie before hbs sem kna prepare awl2 la..cari semua past year and make a designated folder each..jd nda pyh cari2 lagi..hurm..;)

p/s : hopefully next sem dpt la dekan..>.<

July 24, 2012

Arts of Maths


As - Salam Peeps

hari nie..aku nak kongsikan skit tntg formula yg aku jmpa kt internet nie..hehehe..mungkin la juga kamu semua sdh pernah tgk or baca or discover bnda nie kan..tp aku still nk post jg..haha..
sbb nie la knp aku amat amat dan teramatlah sukaaaaa sgt2 maths..mmg subjek paling aku minat la..skrg cuba korg tgk beberapa formula yg ada di bwh nie hehe.. : 

1 x 8 + 1 = 9
12 x 8 + 2 = 98
123 x 8 + 3 = 987
1234 x 8 + 4 = 9876
12345 x 8 + 5 = 98765
123456 x 8 + 6 = 987654
1234567 x 8 + 7 = 9876543
12345678 x 8 + 8 = 98765432
123456789 x 8 + 9 = 987654321

1 x 9 + 2 = 11
12 x 9 + 3 = 111
123 x 9 + 4 = 1111
1234 x 9 + 5 = 11111
12345 x 9 + 6 = 111111
123456 x 9 + 7 = 1111111
1234567 x 9 + 8 = 11111111
12345678 x 9 + 9 = 111111111
123456789 x 9 +10= 1111111111

9 x 9 + 7 = 88
98 x 9 + 6 = 888
987 x 9 + 5 = 8888
9876 x 9 + 4 = 88888
98765 x 9 + 3 = 888888
987654 x 9 + 2 = 8888888
9876543 x 9 + 1 = 88888888
98765432 x 9 + 0 = 888888888

Hebatkan?

Dan cuba lihat simetri ini:

1 x 1 = 1
11 x 11 = 121
111 x 111 = 12321
1111 x 1111 = 1234321
11111 x 11111 = 123454321
111111 x 111111 = 12345654321
1111111 x 1111111 = 1234567654321
11111111 x 11111111 = 123456787654321
111111111 x 111111111 = 12345678987654321

Sekarang tengok ini

101% dari sudut pandangan matematik :
Apakah ia sama dengan 100%?
Adakah ia bermaksud LEBIH dari 100%?
Kita selalu mendengar orang berkata dia beri lebih dari 100%?
Kita selalu dalam situasi di mana seseorang mahukan kita BERIKAN SEPENUHNYA 100%
Bagaimana nak MENCAPAI 101%?
Apakah nilai 100% dalam hidup?
Mungkin sedikit formula matematik di bawah boleh membantu mendapatkan jawapannya.

Jika:
ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ

Digambarkan sebagai:

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.

KERJA KERAS

11 + 5 + 18 + 10 + 1 + 11 + 5 + 18 + 19 + 1= 99%

H-A-R-D-W-O-R- K

8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%

Knowledge

11 +14 +15 +23 + 12 5 +4 +7 + 5 = 96%

SIKAP

19 + 9 + 11 + 1 + 16 + 4 + 9 + 18 + 9= 96%

Dalam Bahasa Inggeris;

A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E

1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%

Sikap diri atau attitude adalah yang perkara utama untuk mencapai 100% dalam hidup kita. Jika kita bekerja keras sekalipun tetapi jika tiada attitude yang positif dalam diri kita, kita masih belum dapat mencapai 100% lagi.

Tapi

LOVE OF GOD

12 +15 +22 +5 +15 + 6 +7 +15 +4 = 101%

atau

SAYANG ALLAH

19 + 1 + 25 + 1 + 14 + 7 + 1 + 12 + 12 + 1 + 8 = 101% ♥

so..can u get it? hehehe.. nie bkn la bermaksud nk suruh korg percaya bulat2 tp just nk mention sini kita semua ingin lakukan yg terbaik tetapi semua kejayaan dan hasil kerja itu dtgnya dgn izin tuhan..ingatlah manusia bijak kerana otak..otak plak dtg dr mna? apabila kita ingt akan tuhan atau ALLAH..niat buat kerja tue kerana ALLAH atau tuhan kita..insyaALLAH semua kerja kita akan berjln dgn lancar hatta hasil kerja kita juga 101%  ;)

July 23, 2012

:: COMEBACK ::

As - salam peeps..hello again and again..

hehe..berkurun gila aku nda bukak blog aku nie..mo ckp busy berabis nda la juga..tp mmg teda mood aku mo menaip segala kata - kata yg terpendam..mmg la..aku nie pemalas gila2..menaip pun penat..but now here i am..
my COMEBACK..hehe..setelah bersusah payah akhirnya siap jg wallpaper aku ma header yg aku buat sendiri..amacam? smart ka? hehehe...sejak akhir2 nie minat aku semua tntg art, design and all things related to creativity hilang bha..sbb tue la mcm mls gila mo buat apa2..*sbb tue la jgk kali aku semakin gemuk..sobs sobs*

well..apa2 pun hope lps nie aku makin rajin update la..sbb idea tue mmg sntiasa ada..yg merapu, yg sakit hati, yg berhikmah..*ehem* tp besala klu sdh MALAS..hahaha..*berubah la nadiaa =="* anyway see you again peeps..hehehe..
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